Yesterday was my first real workday, or night to be precise. I was sceptical and even told Ester that I don’t really expect anybody to actually like my profile and pay for spending an hour with me, as although I am almost 20, my body is of an underfed 16’s. I have skinny legs, almost no bum and even less breast. I always imagined that men go to prostitutes to fuck already a woman with really nice large tits and womanly figure. Ester told me not to be stupid, and I would soon see that she was going to have to turn down a lot of calls, because my cunt will be sore of the extensive usage -her words, not mine. Because there are a lot of men out there who fantasize about sleeping with little girl, but fortunately not everybody does, so there definitely would be a market for me, because fucking a girl who is not underage but looks like one is still a better alternative than the possibility of going to jail.
Ester gave me a briefing of what will happen:
- She manages the phone calls and then tells me the customer’s name, when he arrives and what sorts of things he wants.
- By the time he arrives I have to be clean, in makeup, hair done, wearing high heels, very sexy clothes, lingerie or even be naked.
- He calls the intercom, I let him in and wait for him at the door so he doesn’t wander around the storey making the neighbours suspicious (So I have to wait in the door in LINGERIE?!)
- He comes in, I introduce myself and behave very intimately with him, as if I was his girlfriend and lead him to my room.
- Then comes the business. We discuss how much time he wants to spend with me, what he wants me to do today, as everything has a different price. Sex in condom, massage, handjob, blowjob in condom are in the basic package, but kissing, blow job without condom, anal and special requests are of extra charge.
- He pays me beforehand and then I show him the bathroom, give him a towel and ask him to take a shower.
- While he is in the bathroom I put the money in the money cabinet and tell Ester approximately when the guy is going to leave.
- Then comes the action. When the kunde returns from the bathroom I seduce him straight away trying to lead the whole time, being confident, smiling, making him believe that there’s no one better than him, and he is my first customer that day even if it’s in the middle of the night.
It was easy in a way to choose this profession because I don’t have many scruples when it comes to sex. And even though I had some rough attempts of getting into the business before I found Ester’s apartment, the one hour that I spent with my first customer felt endless and challenging.
For one thing, I was sweating through the whole session. I know it’s inevitable to discharge some body fluids when you are on top of somebody riding your heart out, but still… From the moment I opened the door? Of course he saw right away how nervous I was. He said it was sexy. I felt on the way to my room how loudly my heart was pounding and I seriously thought he heard it too. My breath was shaky and my face blushed as if I was a virgin.
Not long ago I already asked for some money in exchange of a blowjob, but I think I’m still not used to holding my hand for the notes. Of course my face blushed as he counted my fee.
While he took a shower I was waiting in my dimly lit room sitting on my bed and a gentle shiver was shaking my whole body constantly. I just couldn’t decide whether I was extremely nervous of what was going to happen or I was actually cold. That was also a possibility as I was only wearing a super mini chequered skirt with a short white t-shirt top that was meant to resemble a school-girl uniform. I felt ridiculous.
But he was all right. He was sympathetic towards my nervousness. I told him he was my first customer and it was a relief that I could say it honestly. It really turned him on and said he will allow me to practice on him how to seduce a customer, but eventually he will fuck me hard. “Well” I thought “I hope so” as I felt that is exactly what I needed then in order not to turn my back to this disgusting brothel. If there’s good sex then I’m happy.
And it really was all right with this guy. He was kind, did me well, he said “well done” in the end which was a bit patronising though and promised he would come back.
Afterwards in the shower I felt as if I was rotten inside, but I didn’t tell this to Ester and the others.